Hormones!
Things do at times just get on top of you and I suppose I had been through the mill a bit.
14th May 2008 I am feeling very hormonal today. I burst into tear at work this morning over something and nothing. I felt so ridiculous. I’m a bit of a joker at work and always act like I could take on the world and still be laughing. Things at home are a little difficult, my husband is struggling with the idea of being br and no matter how many times I try and explain things to him it just doesn’t sink in. He keeps asking me if we are going to be better off, and if not why we have gone bankrupt! I give up!
He is also stressed with my brother staying with us. We can’t use the living room in a morning because he is asleep on the couch and all his bags are in the hall. 5 of us all getting ready in the morning with just the use of the kitchen downstairs is a bit of a struggle but I’m worried about my brother getting any indication that his being there is a problem. He hasn’t been eating properly and he spent hours at his dad’s grave the other day. He went to a spiritulist church last week cause I think he feels he could get some comfort from believing that his dad is still around him.
I’ll just have to be extra nice to my husband to keep him sweet. Holding everything together can be a real struggle sometimes. But hey ho s**t happens and what doesn’t break us makes us stronger which explains why I look like Geoff Capes!!
Thanks for listening
PS can you tell from my posts that I never shut up
Dee
 Thanks everyone for your kind words. I am being a bit sensative regarding my brother because he took an overdose a couple of weeks ago and part of his problems stem from not feeling wanted.
Thanks for the advise though it’s always nice to get a completely objective point of view and when you’re on the inside you can’t see the wood for the tree (just thought I would stick to the cliche’s theme).
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Dee
